Tax Day

So the tax office decided that they would wait until my payday (today) to inflate my bank balance substantially. Originally I had planned to use a bit of it for a belated birthday and my soon to be birthday to see how many adrenalin activities we could cram into a weekend day or two but since that won’t be happening (I’d like it to but that’s no longer in my control anymore), I’ll contribute what I was going to use to my goals.

I thought it would be a smart idea to write down/outline my goals and what I’d like to achieve over the next few years.

The Story End

questioneverything

She lied again
Of course its true
That same feeling all too familiar

In her head
Oh this story again
Three weeks in two weeks out

It mattered not
that she decieved him
For it did not faze her

All secrets kept
Still trust was broken
Repaired fractured repair fracture

Same written story
Another older one desired
Stopped with one but not another

He was hurt
Again used again deprived
That all the care despised

In this world
Easily forgotten no tear
This story conclusion decided?

Atlantis Final Flight

Final flight of Atlantis as the shuttle program draws to a historic end, an F-15E Strike Eagle watches on. Bigger pic after the jump.

Entry 3

Just some photos of construction and random changes and going ons at work, a few more after the jump.

Subprime

subprime

Great 3D piece using Cinema 4D after the jump

LC3-logo

Project Brief/direction
Unlike the current generation website, LC3 is less to do with a design face lift and more towards a community driven and interactive site experiment. What makes a community interactive website I believe is a shift in focus to key areas that will allow growth and discussion – essentially the ‘GAMES WE PLAY’ and ‘COMMENTS/FEEBACK’ of the site. So all design changes are attempting to reflect this change in focus beginning with a more prominent games we play section.

Unlike the current model we have, the system will be changed to display the game icons as usual but more details are easily accessed by simply clicking one with a lightbox/overlay with the related information available. Quick easy access to feedback that can have small brief user feedback on their experience and rating.

News posts of articles become minimal with the main page focusing more on the comments and feedback given by the community. An example would be displaying only the title, date, short excerpt and underneath a facebook style comments system to status updates. Full articles and posts are visible by simply clicking the link with a lightbox/overlay presenting the information quickly. Quick easy access to leave feedback and access to the article is simplified but the main article is not the focus itself.

Ten Commandments

Playing with Typography, watch after the jump!

Australian Defence Force

What is motivating you to apply for this job?

My motivations for applying as a GSO in the Army are that it is a challenge I’d like to tackle, an experience that will teach me a lot and shape my character, that I have the qualities and abilities to help me succeed in such a position, the ability to represent my country which has provided a lot for me.

Have you thought about your personal qualities and attributes and how they make you suitable for your preferred job?

I feel that I have the patience, focus and determination, dedication, willingness to put in hard work and effort, flexibility to accommodate needs, professionalism and attention to detail. The ability to fit in within are range of groups/teams and including working alone, and a positive attitude towards challenge. I feel these are qualities and attributes that show leadership potential within myself.

What are the qualities of a leader?

A leader does not hesitate to make timely decisions in challenging and adverse situations, as well as providing support and confidence to others to affect a successful outcome, a leader will remain focused and determined to bring tasks to completion, and does not neglect any person or element of a task which is important to success.

What is your understanding of the Combat Role and are you aware that all ADF members receive weapons training?

My understanding of the Combat Role is that despite my Corp or position I am a soldier first and foremost in the Australian Army and that I will be required to use a weapon or be deployed if the situation dictates it as necessary to serve the interests of the Army and Australia which may include engaging hostiles.

Have you considered what affect the ADF service lifestyle might have on you and your family?

Yes I have. As with everything, time will be needed to adjust to the lifestyle but keeping myself occupied and focused on my training and duties will help to alleviate homesick feelings that I may have. My family will definitely be concerned and it will be a change for them as well not having me around to rely on but they are confident, understanding, and positive about my application and potential employment with the Defence Force.

Enjoy the little things that make you happy like a late night ride to the industrial zone and just relaxing with the engine off, the chilly night sky, watching the traffic going by on the freeway, knowing what ever up ands downs come my way I’ll stay the same; with a smile on my face.

Why is it we need to ask so many questions, and why do we feel we need to know everything about everything?

Is it to understand? From the moment you are born you learn and seek to know more; seek answers to your questions by feeling, experimenting, talking and listening. And if we didn’t ask questions we wouldn’t be here. No questions, no moving, no eating, no reproduction, complete nullity.

In regards to people, each individual has their own ‘movie’ which is their experiences in life so far. Dreams, mistakes, self doubt, confusion and challenges. Often when we meet one another we might talk about the weather, or how nice that car looks. Rarely does a stranger or another person take time to ask us about ‘our movie’.

But what is your motive? Do you really care, or are you obsessive, trying to hurt or do you find human behaviour an interesting subject.

Do you treat what they share with you in confidence? And more importantly how do you know what is confidential and what isn’t? What is the truth and what is a not?

Likewise how do you feel if someone started to ask you probing, relentless questions about your life, your secrets? Would you feel awkward, defensive, irritated, understanding, open & honest?

What gives a person the right to have the courage/lack of control to seek these answers? And what gives a person the right to fullfill/ignore the questions?

I am upset at myself because I thought I would not be bothered by the “being ignored” tactic, but I still feel it emotionally as a slight, dismissive, insulting, dehumanizing, rude, controlling, mean-spirited. It drove me crazy as I would try to figure out what I did wrong. So I Laughed. I find just about everything funny, including myself.